Wanted to drink

[Matt]

Dig deep and remember why you gave it up. Check out your list of reasons. Sassy has one here (scroll down a bit):

A lifelong drinker hits 1200 days sober

I spent more than 40 years drinking and using various drugs. It was all I knew. It was social and ‘fun’, until it wasn’t. My drinking wasn’t ‘fun’ or normal for a couple of decades, but denial and lethargy can keep you stuck…and that pull of oblivion at the bottom of the never ending wine bottle was my friend. I spent decades jumping from one addiction to another to avoid ‘life’ and my self…yet still I did all the adult stuff of home, family, work…the epitome of a ‘functioning alcoholic’…never s…

Take care, reach out, join a meeting if you need some company, and get what you need.

Usually when we feel the impulse to use it’s because of HALT:
Hungry
Angry
Lonely
Tired

If you take time to care for yourself, for those things, it helps

What a beautiful day! Thanks for sharing the pic