Day 1 is almost over i got robbed outside of a bar one night and they stole my phone. I didnt know my facebook or email password. So starting over. I lost my relationship of 8 and a half years and ive accepted that. I realize that my life is unmanageable with drugs and alcohol and i realized i was in a co dependant relationship and i couldnt love her bc i dont love myself. So im in a 12 step program and have a sponsor to try to learn to love myself and stay sober. Back to work tomorrow shaky but ready. Im ready im done. My username was sean2.
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Hey man, welcome back. Don’t give up! Sometimes we have to lose everything to gain even more. Now, is this a low enough bottom? Are you done digging?
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Yeah im done definetly done digging. There was definetly worse things that happened but its not worth mentioning.
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As long as you never forget those things, they don’t need to be mentioned.
Time to start climbing out of that hole you’ve found yourself in! You know it’s going to be rough, but it’s now or never!
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You deserve a happy life…
Time to refocus… Third times a charm Sean 3…
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Welcome back Sean,
Back to work on all fronts 
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Welcome back Sean. Sorry to hear of your misfortune.
Now’s the time to ask for help and be open to accepting this help.
Have you looked at any type of program?
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Welcome back @Sean3 I’m sorry things have got so heavy for you. Time to work those sober muscles again buddy. We are all here for you! Stay strong and be kind to yourself. You truly deserve the best life as do we all. Xx 
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Hay sean great to c u r back. Your doing the best thing ever . Learn to fall in love with recovery and the rest will follow. Good luck x x
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Drink the koolaid, drink all the koolaid they offer.
We got to any lengths to get high and drunk, we have to have the voracity when it comes to sobriety.
Glad to see you back pal
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Hi @sean3. I’m glad you’re back.
I’m glad to see you’re working an AA program with a sponsor. And I’m glad you’re learning to love yourself.
No one is going to love us like good ol’ number 1, the person we see when we look in the mirror.
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Its tough in the beginning. I keep feeling depressed and shameful for all the stupid shit while i was drunk and or high. Wasnt able to make an na meeting after work there isnt enough time i got off too late. Damn.
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Actually theres an aa meeting up the street in an hour but my sponsor only does na
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The aa meeting was incredible i think i found my new home meeting. The na meeting i went to was too large
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you sound you’re taking ownership of your sh*t and ready to tackle it. good for you. wishing you the best, sean!
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I found the AA meetings way more chill then the NA. Granted I’ve only been to a few NA’s at the behest of my counselor to branch out.
They’re a wild bunch.
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Welcome back buddy, glad you’re here.
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