I’m sitting around a table watching everyone drink and have a great time… I was okay for a while and now I’m just bitter. I’m 55 days sober and have no want to drink… I always go out with everyone and stay sober. I’m just sick of watching everyone else drinking. I feel like I can’t go out without someone wanting to drink.
Thank you ! I can’t go home right now cause I don’t have my car and I literally live in the middle of nowhere. I just gotta learn my lesson and not do this again lol. Better planning next time. Its the first time I haven’t had an escape plan and that’s likely why this time is harder.
I live in a rural area so literally everyone here has a substance abuse issue. I’m thinking about going to AA to see if I can find some sober people in the area…
yea i can understand that… im sure that makes it more difficult… that def sounds like a good idea though. You can even try NA too. NA covers all drugs and alcohol and there is more likely going to be younger people there. I dont know how old you are but AA “tends” to have older people there.
Finding sober friends sounds like a good plan. Sitting around a bar with people drinking sounds like no fun at all. I hope you were able to get out and take a walk at least. You are doing great at 55 days!!