Once you give up drugs and alcohol we actually forget we had lives. We not sure in the beginning what to do with our time. I have started to do park runs and back at gym. Even went to a movie last week. Try get out a bit. It will actually make you appreciate your sobriety and that you are in control of your life again. I never thought I could operate as a person with out my mix. But today I realize how amazing life is without it.
I’m kidding. Of course I have fun but my fun is very different now. I’ve learned to enjoy and even look forward to the little everyday things. Big events are no longer fun for me because there is so much expectation on them to make me feel better, and they always disappoint (always did, actually). Now I find great joy in just spending time at home with my kids. Cooking, Netflix, reading, etc. They are all wonderfully fun activities if you let them be.