I ainât runninâ from a sinner or some stranger on the hillâŚ
No, the man I fear the most
Is the one Iâm fightinâ still.
Every night I face the mirror and the truth, I try to kill-
âCause I am fightinââŚ
Fightinâ against myself.
Iâve carried anger like a weapon, kept it loaded by my side,
Let the guilt I never spoke of be the place my hope would hide.
Iâve wrestled with the shadow that knows every lie I tell-
A war inside my bones I know too well.
Iâve walked through towns with a heavy grin,
Told folks Iâm fine while I burned within.
But a man canât outrun what his heart wonât shelve-
And Iâve been fightinâ hard
Against myself.
Some demons ainât strangers, they wear your face-
And they meet you every morning in the same damn place.
So I rise, rise, rise through the ashes,
Stand in the fire of my own old habits.
If I fall tonight, let the world bear witness-
Iâm fightinâ, Iâm fightinâ against myself.
Through the fear, through the doubt, through the damage left-
Iâm still standinâ
âCause Iâm fightinâ against myself.
Iâve felt the pull of darkness drag me under where I bled,
Heard voices from the past echo loudly inside my head.
But the strength to change a man doesnât come from someone else-
It comes from facinâ the war
Youâve built yourself.
Iâve been bruised by memories I never chose,
Been broken by truths only I could expose.
But every day I wake is another test-
Another round in the fight
Against myself.
You can heal a wound, you can mend whatâs torn-
But you canât fix a heart
If you wonât transform.
So I rise, rise, rise through the ashes,
Stand in the fire of my own old habits.
If I fall tonight, let the world bear witness-
Iâm fightinâ, Iâm fightinâ against myself.
Through the fear, through the doubt, through the damage left-
Iâm still standinâ
âCause Iâm fightinâ against myself.
"The hardest enemy to face
Is the one who knows your secrets.
The one who knows your scars.
But thatâs the one youâve gotta beat
If you want to change who you are."
So I rise through the fire, rise through the hell-
âCause I ainât givinâ up
While Iâm fightinâ myself.
Iâm a Fiona SUPER FAN ![]()
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