Its horrible, since I woke up this morning I was thinking about it. Its too easy justificating, it didnt interfere with daily life like other drugs really, I never used daily, but I still know its interfering with my developement. Wasting my time, I could be using to be productive.
Ill rn just did stuff to not decide on it, eat, draw, meditate, came on here, the urge didnt go away but I didnt decide on it. Im gonna exercise and stuff for now but Im really not sure. I dont know why I write this post? Is it to keep myself from using or to be able to say Ive done all I could before using. I really wish there were meetings in my area, sadly theres none. Im 1 month sober from it and it has often been after 3-4 weeks I took it. I dont know I really dont
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There are online meetings, maybe try to find those? I think SMART has them, but maybe NA and AA too?
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Ill try thanks
I totally feel your pain … hold on there it does get better i promise u … i did 66 days on my own just using this app before i found aa ans ca … if u need to put posts up on hete 4 support do it ! We all want to help … i spent my first 66 days on here apnd it got me through so many emotions. This app is my god send . I go to meetings now tjat are amazing but i still get on here a few times a day even if its judt to read what otheres r going through… your not alone … keep reaching out x
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