so i am a constant weed and alcohol weed relapser
alcohol and weed are leagal in MA
i wish i could save money a bit
i rarley drink hard alcohol but 3 beers a day
i only smoke weed once a day
but quit a bit that session
it could sound good to some but how do i get past thatt lil fk up a day? do i withdraw or what. i dont know…
im on the waiting list 4 a theropist.
ill call them to see where im at
i hate this life
Sometimes we haven’t hit rock bottom of pain yet. Remember recovery and healing is for people who want it and not for the people who need it.
How bad do you want it?
It comes down to a choice and surrender to make every choice to be in recovery.
Im always asked how bad do i want it. My heads full of words but i never figure out what to say to that. Ill figure it out. The easy way to answer that would be to go to meetings. The hard way is waiting until its too late