I have thought about taking this journey for many years, but once the, shame - axienty - thumping headaches - loss of memory etc etc wore off, I was right back at it, telling myself “it was only fun, you didn’t do anybody any harm”.
Turning 50 next year, and woke up with the feeling, today is the day I am going to start living my best life. Why wait to 50!!. First week, doing good, just a little nervous about weekend, and missing out, on all that 'fun