Hi My Names Ashley, Iive In South West Scotland. I have 2 Children. My Son Is In Heaven And I Have My Daughter , She Is My Everything And My Reason To Keep Going Nomatter How Low I Get She Makes Me Laugh And Smile Everyday…I Will Be 4 Years In Recovery As Of The 6.1.24 And My Addiction Was Heroin Only. I Was Smoking It For Around 4 Years After My Son Died And I Was Trapped In A Very Abusive Marriage ( It Was My Husband Who 1st Showed And Prompted Me To Try It To “Block Everything Out”) Even Though He Was The Reason Our Son Died Very Quickly After He WS Born. Also He Was Charged Multiple Times For Serious Assault On Me And 1 Charge Was Attempted Murder. I Struggle Everyday To Even Just Get Out My Bed Even 4Years After Getting Clean And Almost 6 Year’s After Leaving My Now Ex Husband…Now Im Haunted By Traumatic Memories And Actually Greeving. I Think I Should Feel Happy Now But Im Still Not To Be.Honest I Dont Think Ill Ever Be Okay Again…And Right Now Im So Low I Have No Desire To Keep Living To Be Honest!!