36 year old wife and mother of a 10 year old son and an 18 month old baby girl. Been on the cleaner side for about 2 years but I’ve still been drinking almost daily, usually two shooters when I’m out and alone. Sad but true, I got sick of having a dirty little secret. So I’m done. I’ve been an alcoholic and binge drinker for about 15 years. It started with my first husband who was a musician, we spent most our 20’s in bars, where he “worked”. I also was highly addicted to benzodiazapines, but thank the Lord I’ve kicked this abiut 5 years ago. I bartended for about 10 years and just quit that this summer. It’s too tempting for me. I feel so amazing, like a child re finding all the wonders in day to day life. I find my old goofy personality coming back out, boy u missed that girl. I am an open book and will gladly answer any questions and love helping others so if you need anything I can be of help with, please don’t hesitate. Namaste!