Hi all …

Well just like to start with i am 27 years old and from tyne and wear with a beautiful girlfriend and 5 adorable kids about 5 years ago i lost my grandma and that causwd me to drink alchol to take away the missing peice now i feel i am letting my family down as in my head i am not doing the things i should with my kids or girlfriend as i am to busy drinking and a want it to stop asap …

Thanks all for the time to read this any questions feel free to ask