I’ve been sober one year three months I was addicted to meth heroin pills phentynal I oded one night on purpose bc I was tired of fighting addiction n I watched my sister die in the most horrible way imaginable in front of me do to drugs then lost three friends too it as well back to back so I started to not care n wanted to die n escape my grief n pain but when I woke up in icu it’s like I flipped a switch probably bc I acquired brain damaged bc I was dead n they brought me back from the icu I was realesed to a cop that took me straight to Nashville to a detox center then from there I got on a plane to Tampa fla where I spent a month at rehab they put me on Suboxen but when I got back to Tennessee I weaned myself with no doctors help off of Suboxen and now I’m finally free I have my bad days but I’m staying strong so far just depression is getting to me but I won’t give in I’m a fighter!!!