I am middle aged and Married. We have a son that is in elementary school. I have been an addict for several years now. Tried to quit many times before but never succeeded for more than a month. Didnt understand why however, after researching the effects of my DOC and learning that I need MORE THAN JUST MYSELF to succeed I am SO willing to start a NEW HAPPY SOBER LIFE! Yet for some reason I get to the sick part of withdrawls and RUN to my DOC to help me stop being sick. (Usually 3 to 4 days in) and I have to start all over again. This seems to have been going on for a few months now, where I’m feeling like I’m sick everyday. I REFUSE TO STOP trying to get sober. I wish I could just get clean like I did before. So I’m here where I’m hoping with the understanding of you all and advice maybe I’ll be successful.