Alcoholic opiate addict for way too long with a tendency to do other drugs if the opportunity arose. Now taking it one day at a time til it gets bad enough to up the dose to one breath at a time

“I can’t understand
What you meant to me
You made me wild
Then you tied my hands” - Seether

“I dont know who kept track I didnt know there was a score
Well it looks like you’re the winner I dont wanna play no more
Its over, Game over” - Modest Mouse