The reason why my username is no excuses is purely for myself. I have no excuses now for my drinking addiction. I have realised now I have a problem and I must not allow any excuse to have a drink. I cannot do things in moderation. I over do everything especially alcohol. To the point of almost ruining my life from self destruction.

I want to be happy and secure with who I am. Alcohol has been my mask for so many years of pretend happiness. I can’t keep living like this. I want to care about myself. The only person who can save me is me.

My first day of sobriety is Friday 29th of November 2024. And I hope to become sober for as long as possible. I cannot lie and hurt my family and friends and myself anymore. I must be better.

I am a very open person, I feel with my story I could help others become sober. I want to help myself and others and no longer be a slave to mine and their addiction. I am sick and tired of self sabotage today with however cheesy it sounds I want to eliminate this self sabotage demon with self love.

All of you deserve a better life and I want to have a better life to. I’m here to talk if anyone needs it. Again I am an open book, if you are curios to know why I am an alcoholic I am happy to provide details that may help and relate to people who have similar shit in life.