Have been a multible relapser for the past 5 years and its been hell . Everytime i have a period of sobriety i think i have it and even when i know how its going to end and im telling myself not to drink i go off and get messed up and high again . Go into severe depression and all what comes with that .
But other than that im a self employed irish father of 3 boys trying to be a better man and better husband and finally get over this terrible disease.