I’ve been struggling with alcohol for a little over ten years. My life revolves around when I can end my day so I can have a drink and I hide it from my family. I have quit before but seem to always justify having a drink to relax or numb my feelings. I grew up around alcohol I relate it to having fun by it is not fun and it steals my time and hinders the real me. So I am not going to drink anymore. I’m going to pray and persevere through the cravings. I will get back to exercising and meditating. I will enjoy my family and get organized. I will need support through this platform