I am a strong, selfless, mother of 5 wonderful who unfortunately got caught up in a dark World of pain and turmoil. Always since growing up put others before myself, some took that kindness for granted. Some would just take and take so much that it emotionally scarred me! Then I lost my father to cancer at 64 and I fell into this dark place that I am still struggling to climb out of. My love of 18 years I have begged and pleaded with for so long for us to get straight. I didnt want it anymore decided to go to rehab leaving me and five children behind with no place to live and no money for us to survive I had to make a choice knowing how hard it would hurt in the best interest of our children!