Im here .first time admitting im a binge drinker and when i get sressed i say *?!)(¥ It i give up and throw caution to the wind . Normally at home ,sometimes out socially .A slippy slope im on twice a week …weekends always .a saturday night falling asleep drunk in front off the tv . So im asking myself what would my brain n body feel like without ? Is it affecting me …can i.? Can i really do it .what if i get to a certain point n find myself wanting a drink …is that addiction ? Well here i am after a lifetime of ups n downs with this substance . Its so normalised in society on the adverts \films ,subliminal messages sneaking in …so normal . Wish me luck !!! And goodluck to you whatever your" crutch" is god bless💚