All I can say is that the inspiration I get from my recovery comes from alot of the navy seals that have shed alot of blood and tears for this county… as silly as that may sound the toughness and the never give up addiction to the freedom of this country and the daily sacrifice that much of is not seen really drives that inner warrior… along with others like the old times and my faith, I hold the fellowship and the group conscious a huge part of who I am.