I’m in love with alcohol. Magical liquid It takes away my social anxiety. Takes away the negative feelings… makes me feel warm, happy even…

until I wake up the next morning and the negativity comes back 10-fold. Not only am I a loser but now I’ve done (insert idiotic drunken stooper thing here). God I hate myself. How can I make this feeling go away? I know! My friend, alcohol.

Been playing this tape for damn near 20 years. What an illusion. What a lie. I realized that I needed to be sober years ago. I’ve had some good sober stretches but never could really break away from this toxic relationship. That’s going to stop. I’m done. I’ve had enough. Alcohol you suck. I don’t love you anymore.