37 - Have been a binge type drinker for about 20 years with time off here and their for self improvment - Ive never been the type to “need” Alcohol, but when I have a drink I don’t stop. I can go long periods of time with out even wanting a drink with no problems but I just seem to always come back to it - This time is different though - I was in a serious car accident that I feel I shouldn’t have walked away from and if I wasn’t drinking the accident would not have happened. Luckily I didn’t hurt anybody but myself and since this accident (1-24-2019) I have desided to go all in and never touch alcohol again. I still see, hear, feel the accident when I close my eyes. I broke 6 ribs and had bumps and bruises. I drove a tiny Honda fit and went head on with a bus and walked away without a DUI or DWI and my life. Since the accident I keep seeing the number 333 and I researched it a bit and I was blown away with what I read and I truly believe that I have a greater purpose on this earth and that I was kept here and given a second chance at life - I could have left my daughter (11) without a father and although we don’t live together full time I have her a few times a week and we are very close. Hearing my daughter cry on the phone and ask me if I was drinking and why I did it and pretty much ripping me a new one - it crushed me and built me up at the same time - Im supposed to be her role model and all though I have a very good job for the last 12 years and own a home and handle my business - I still have had a problem and that problem has always been alcohol - Im ready this time to quit forever and Im willing to do what it takes to take full advantage of this second chance Ive been given.