March 29th 2022 I will do whatever it takes to keep as my sobriety date. I went to detox and have detoxed so many times over so many years. This time feels different. I have a purpose. I have support. I have goals, big goals that I know I can accomplish. Not if drinking. As of now my liver is prime, my labs were great and I don’t know HOW, but I feel ot. I feel it’s the divine energy of the universe telling me “You’re not done. You haven’t even started. You are healthy. Stay healthy. Take your medications and vitamins. Love yourself because you ARE loved. Your family stole the heart from inside you…but they do not define you. They are not who you ate. You know who YOU are. Let them go. You have a true family now. And you will write your novels, you will become a certified peer support specialist, you will get involved in the community because you, Libra, you are Wonder Women. You are TRUTH. LOVE. JUSTICE. You have a voice and no one will take that from you. Alcohol will if you let it. Alcohol is walking into the police department and telling them to arrest and incarcerate you. Alcohol is prison. Freedom is when you THROW IT ON THE GROUND! IM AN ADULT! YOU CANT TRUST THE SYSTEM! (Lonely Island). Alcohol is a hook that will rip you from your groin to your gullet. But if you slip, don’t beat yourself up. Stop hating yourself. That’s your old family talking. One day, one moment, one thing at a time. You are here and deserve to be.”