Hi there. 32 year old married woman living in Germany with my German husband. I moved here in December and am adjusting to many life changes. I have always had a tendency to over drink and lose control and have gotten to the point where I accept that alcohol has more power over me than I do over it. I have been sober one day at time of my joining and already I feel a sense of freedom by just calling a spade a spade and accepting I do not have a normal relationship with alcohol. Simply accepting that, rather than trying to prove to myself I can only have one drink on some nights, etc., makes me feel generally less anxious. I plan to start going to some meetings but they are slight less accessible here in Europe it seems, so I am grateful for any and all support here.