Hello. Joe here. What kind of bees don’t fly? Newbees!! I am a brand new newbie here. My drug of choice is alcohol and I have been a get home from work and drink, drinker and hit it very hard on the weekend drinker for the past 3 years. Two weeks ago, I took a tumble after drinking, 20 total stitches in my head and a giant scar. I could star in the next Frankenstein movie. When I got home from the hospital. I balled like a baby for two hours. 1 night later, drinking again. Shame. Guilt. What the hell am I doing to myself? All part of why I am here I guess. So last Tuesday night, around 8:30 pm was my last drink. Last night was an f ing struggle and I am sure tonight will be too.