I’ve struggled with alcohol most of my life. I have put in periods of sobriety since 2005. I Sept 2024 I lost my mother and I spiraled back into using alcohol to cope. I had a long look in the mirror 3/18/2025. I reached out to several of my sober friends. My former sponsor who has helped probably 100’s of people is dying of cancer. I am doing this for myself with him in my heart. Thank you all for listening. I’m ready to listen.