I am an alcoholic I used to say I am a functioning alcoholic but that is not true. I completed the 12 steps many years ago and was sober for 5 years. I relapsed and for the last 10 years I’ve been drinking everyday. My drinking has affected my relationships with family and friends It is now affecting my health and interfering with work. I need help! I tried going back to meetings like I did in the past but it isn’t the same. I have changed in so many ways I feel a new way to recovery is also needed. I am excited and anxious but more importantly I am willing to do whatever it takes to obtain my sobriety.