My name is Marc and I’m an alcoholic. Specifically my diagnosis is: Major Depressive Disorder with Alcohol Abuse Disorder (Severe) co-occurring.

Previously I had nearly 4 years “dry” (not drinking but I changed nothing about myself). I had some health issues which left me feeling sorry for myself so I went back out for 6 months. Next I did IOP & AA and strung together another 5 months. But I tried “controlled drinking” (i.e. controlled spending, as if I bought it I drank it…) That failed too.

I’m tired of this roller coaster! I’m done using alcohol to change the way I’m feeling, I’m here to learn to use my outlook and actions to change the way I’m feeling! Thanks to this community (and AA & Recovery Dharma) I don’t have to do it alone! I’m now past 19 months sober, and working toward my 2-year soberversary!!!