My name is Jen and I am a 31 year old drug addict. No one thinks it can happen to them, but addicts come in all forms. I am working on my Masters in Psychology because it has been my dream since I was 14 years old and I am almost done. I was the straight laced girl no one would even suspect and I used to think how can I be so smart and yet, so dumb? I try to think positive and tell myself this happened so I can later help those in need of help and I will understand both sides of the fence, but I am so scared of that label and being less than perfect, that I am struggling in my addiction totally alone trying to keep up with appearances.