Hey @MissyJ! You are taking a step in the right direction. I definitely can relate. I’m 29 and a mother of a sweet 2 year old boy. A large part of my motivation was to be truly present in his life. I also was a daily drinker. My days would be based off of whether it was a “two tequila” or “one tequila” day. Meaning if it was good - I would start out my night with one shot and a beer the second I got home from work. If it was bad - it would be two shots and a glass of wine. You are not disgusting!!! You have recognized a problem and are actively seeking help. Reaching out takes a lot of guys in itself. You are in the right place!
Here are some tips to get you through the first few days. 