Hey @van I remember you! Welcome back. 15 days is evidence that you can do this. I don’t know what you are doing for sobriety now, buy maybe try adding more support/tools to the mix? AA or other meetings, an outpatient/inpatient program, reading, worksheets, and videos. There is so much out there! But it has to come from within you.
Even if you trip, stick around please!
Here is a useful thread on getting through early recovery:
(Surviving Alcohol Withdrawal/Early Sobriety Techniques)
And recovery-related links that members have posted: