Day
725 no alcohol
234 no form of marijuana
1 full year nic free
Today when I was driving to work I was talking to my grampa in law
I told him I need to find a escape
Then I said I need coffee and caffeine to escape
Yesterday I thought I needed nic to escape and this morning I thought I needed weed to escape
See what I actually look for
NOT A ESCAPE BUT A DAMN BUZZZZZZZ
damn what a strong realization
A addict is a addict and always will be
I’m telling ya
I poisoned my body with a buzz for years on end now my body knows what it is and my brain remembers. It’s my inner addict going take a break “escape” a bit
Awesome breakthrough for me