Continuing the discussion from I'm Kelly I'd like support:
10 days ago i wrote my first post…yes its still early days but after much soul searching, good days and bad i can now see that what happened as bad as it was i am now seeing as a blessing in disguise …it gave me the kick up the a$@e i needed to set myself onto the right track. To be honest the support ive recieved from friends, family, neighbours around me, social services and this wonderful community on here has absolutely floored me, its been exceptional…before this happened i felt so alone because i was hiding my addiction from the world…i felt guilty and like everyone was against me…now i realise that was all in my head…now i truly know what people mean when they say you cant do this alone. Bad as it was im actually greatful now for what happened because if id carried on the way i was going something a whole lot worse could have happened and that scares me to death.
My love to you all, Kelly xx