Sooo. I did it. I know I am not most active here lately, but I couldnt make it without support of this great community at hard begining.
Also when I heard from my sister “so it wasn’t that hard?”… Well it was hard to losing all “friends” aka drinking buddies, it was hard to wake up every weekend with “dry hangover”, it was hard being “not so fun” at parties anymore and then not even invited.