I am 114 days clean and sober. I took a long break from social media as well as my phone in general. After my father in law passed, i knew my other half was definitely going to need my full attention and plenty of love and support as he grieves his father! we found out we were pregnant the beginning of october. We were sooo happy, we had been trying for a while. On november 10th, i was rushed to the hospital due to severe abdominal pain. I had to have emergency surgery because the baby was growing inside of my fallopian tubes. It was an ecotopic pregnancy, i was 14 weeks along. It was very hard on us, physically for me and mentally and emotionally for the both of us. So, we have also been grieving the loss of our angel baby as well! Through all this, i am very proud to say that i have remained clean and sober which i didnt think would be possible. The fact i made it this long without drugs and alcohol is nothing short of a miracle! Im glad to be back, i truly hope everyone else is doing great. 
thanks to any and everyone for checking on me! I have missed everyone. 
Welcome back, Jessica. I’m so sorry for all you and your husband have been through. So glad you were able to keep your sobriety intact throughout. Sending you healing and peace.
Hi so sorry for both your losses me and my ex wife went through similar last September we went for our 12 week scan and there was no heartbeat. It was devastating but i did manage to stay sober to get through it at the time ant that showed me what i wanted in life (although i did relapse later after split from wife) but try my best to face challenges sober as i find it alot harder while drinking .
So sorry for all the loss you and your family have faced, but man oh man you should be so PROUD of how you’ve been able to stay clean throughout you are inspiring, sending you all the good vibes I can.