15 months clean cold turkey from methadone. Was the worst experiance of my life on it and getting off. Took 7 months for the worst parts of the withdrawl and few more for my rls to stop. Took 13 months before i woke up and didnt think about dosing…the hard part of it was what to do in the mornings when my long time routine was changed…i struggled with it and at 13 months it was gone… i dont go a day without thinking about how lucky i am and im not even sure how i endured the hell.
I come to the conclusion, everything passes…in a year, 2, 5 ,10 it will be history but its hard to live outside the moment when our mind and body are playing tricks on us to use.
Hope is close and always around… fight and struggle through it and it will pay off promise.
This app a man reached out and helped me, he didnt have too… didnt ask for anything in return, and it made me push… idk what would of happend without that glimmer of hope his kindness gave me…
If anyone is struggling lean on this app. Reach out, im always available to talk and motivate!!!
15 months today! Something i never thought, something that seemed so fucking far away, it was so dark… there is light… through thr rain, withstand the pain!!! Every storm runs out of rain!!!
