Look into a sober living environment, often they work with organizations to get your first few weeks paid for so you can find work, get some groceries and get settled in.
I just Google searched your area, you have internet so take a gander
I am sure me saying this doesn’t make it any easier, but we all need help to make it through. None of us do it alone.
I don’t know where in the world you are, but are you involved with any recovery networks? AA, NA, Recovery Dharma… More here >> Resources for our recovery
I hope you can find the things you need to make the journey feel more manageable