This was a picture when I was always fucked up. What a difference. Don’t mind the birds I tried to replace them with arrows, haha! This was me heavy into the bar scene and just getting into Cocaine on a regular basis. Im so lucky I was never caught and pulled over for a D-Dub.
Wow what a difference, you look so much more at peace with yourself, your face and eyes have a true life to them and not that broken, tired and bloated look. Hope to keep seeing you around here
I definitely was upset, I was cheated on and left in the dust for a meth head that also shot up. her loss my gain. I didn’t take care of myself after that and I was careless. I thank god for helping me through to see light again.
Everything was declining, only way i was helping myself was getting wasted to cover my problems up. It wasn’t worth it. I was getting more sad doing it. Begging and crying out for help. I made the change and im so glad I did.
My dad use to be a big drinker and violent behavior. He is sober too now, he seen alot of shit in thr war of desert storm though. I didn’t want to end up a bad guy and an alcoholic and coke head forever. I seen the ugly side.
I miss the fun I was having, but the high or feeling drunk. This is why I think people relapse, and why its so hard to quit something trust me, i struggle too. But i know whats good for me and whats not. And I know how upset i would be if I reset my clock. I would check myself back into detox. I promised myself I would If I ever did, this also helps me not to give up. 52 hours in detox isnt very fun, but it makes you think, deep.