Hi @kwow, and welcome to Talking Sober! Do what you need to do so you lay a sober head on the pillow tonight. One saying that helped me out a bunch in the beginning was “Don’t drink, no matter what”. No matter what.
I’ll give you a link to a great thread on here, full of information on what others are doing to get and stay sober: https://talkingsober.com/t/resources-for-our-recovery/52812
And a suggestions for a great book with real short, punchy chapters with real-world wisdom on how to cope with life without beer and booze is “Living Sober”, free to read online at https://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/living-sober-pdf-format