I’m a little a late! But good job Dutchie so proud of you
Good job man.
Your post made me think of something. This past week I’ve been having flashbacks or memories of my old gaming days, from about 12 to 15-16 or so. I was powergaming, playing an old role play game that was basically another life. Dreaming about it, signing the music of it when I wasn’t playing, thinking about what next skills I’ll go for while I was at school, the trill of coming back home to see if my macros had worked and how much did I gained…
All this to say, last week I quit drinking and during the past weeks as I was having some craving I was looking to do anything instead of drinking. Mostly I’ve ordered food and drank lots of Pepsi, and watched movies, lol. BUT I did had the vivid memories of this game… I remembered the songs and the pictures of it, and how me and my brother used to play, but mostly I’ve remembered the feeling I had…
And just by visualisation, I known right away that I still couldn’t play to this. I don’t play game since my teen ages because I know I’m too obsessed with it and I could loose my life on it.
After all these years, I still have that feeling when I think about that game. I remember saying to myself that when I’ll retire I’ll play this game instead of doing nothing in my hospital bed lol. Hopefully I’ll try to have a family to talk to when I get there.
Keep up the good work. great job on those days.