A couple weeks back I really didn’t think I was gonna make it. Obsession like I’ve never felt before. “I” was doing this and “I” was doing that. Meetings, prayer, step work, church, gym. “I” was trying so hard to rid myself of the obsession. And then one day “I” stopped. I stopped trying so hard and said " I can’t " I need you. Took a friend to detox and went to my normal friday night meeting. Halfway through the meeting it was almost as if god whispered to me. " Do you feel it?" Exactly no obsession. It hit me like a ton of bricks. " I can’t, he can, and I think I’ll let him."
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God is really good that way. I was just thinking about that myself… It was that constant focus on MY pain, MY suffering, that was actually at the root of the problem.
I’m so happy for you! Keep it up!
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Wow that’s a eye opener what do they say " let go and let God"
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I know exactly what you mean. Many of us do. Congratulations!!! You can do it!!!
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