I made it to 50 days without having to fill my mind with the numbing plesure of porn. I have been an addict to my own desires and pornography is by far the worst of them. I can finally breath without the urge to run away from my problems and face reality as it is. I have made a mess of my life but i never realized it because i was to busy numbing the pain with dopamine. I am very proud of this accomplishment, not too many know about my secret but to express it and share, it is freedom. Anyone struggling with the same problem never give up, all we have is today and lets make it a great one by not watching porn. Thanks talking sober for the outlet i have been given to share my experiences on my journey to complete freedom.
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50 days is an amazing accomplishment; congratulations! 
I appreciate all that you have shared, and I can see the success in your life from over here. You also seem very happy and proud to be where you are now, so enjoy the moment for everything it is worth! Keep on keeping on! 
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Awesome job! I’m right there with you at 52 days porn free.
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This one’s lower on my list of problems, but it does lead to substance abuse often.
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Day 78 here!
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When ever i relapse on porn, i get the urge to drink or smoke weed. It can last for weeks and i become very irratable and uncomfortable with myself. Is very tough psychologically to deal with my recovery from substance abuse while under the influence of pornography. I find it difficult to feel clean and sober if im involve in any of this vices. Now i am dealing with real life issues, im having trouble being a normal person without having sexual urges at every waking moment. Is like im hitting puberty for the very first time and i gotta deal with it since im older now.
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