Same roundabout I’m on struggling to get off get to far then fall my partner had a miscarriage last week it triggered me I hit the fuck it button last Friday didn’t stop till Wednesday morning drink and cocaine also taking painkillers I’m still struggling to get my head together need to get bk to work on Monday so still have a few days to try get myself in some stable condition going back to AA meeting tonight just though would make this post incase anyone is struggling your not alone
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I’m sorry your partner had a miscarriage. That is awful. Very understandable that it would throw you off course. But you’re back on track, doing what you need to do to be sober. I appreciate your sharing this, as it does help others. Be well, sending healing energy to you and your partner. 
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Sorry to hear you are going through tough times - most importantly you chose to come back here rather than head in a different direction.
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I’m glad you’re okay. Im sorry about your wife’s miscarriage and the loss you are experiencing. Wishing you both a quick recovery.
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