I have been 8 months clean off injecting meth. Everyday I have them triggers come (triggering description removed by moderators). When I have triggers or these thoughts though, I dont really remember the time im clean but remember the healing I have been through so far and the trauma I am healing from. I recall the brain damage I caused and remember that my health is more important and then my son who needs me in his life. I rely on my logic and rational thinking now instead of my emotions, lower emotions because those change but logic and rationality remain steadfast. I will protect my sobriety at all costs and those in my life who try and tempt me or cause drama, I drop them like a bad habit. This is how important my sobriety is.
Shalom wa-shalam
