I’m currently 80 days sober and my husband and I are separating. I don’t know what to do. He was my rock, my first love, my everything. I feel completely lost. This sober journey has been painful and lonely.
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I am so sorry you and your husband are seperating. That sounds like an awful lot to take in. You have done so well in coming here and opening up about this. It takes an awful lot of bravery and courage to open up about how you feel rather than fall back on old habits.
The forum is here to listen and support.
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80 days sober is a huge achievement, even if life feels like it’s falling apart right now. I’m really sorry you’re going through the pain of losing someone who meant so much to you. But please don’t let this convince you that sobriety isn’t worth it. You’re facing this with a clear mind and an honest heart, and that takes incredible strength.
Sometimes recovery changes relationships in ways we never expected, and the loneliness can feel overwhelming in the beginning. Keep leaning on support, keep talking, and keep choosing yourself one day at a time. You are not alone here, and your life is still worth rebuilding. 
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Hey I can’t give you a polished AI response, but I can say that no matter what I went through in my sobriety I always had this forum and AA to rely on
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Sending hugs. Please please please do not let this change of events detour you from sobriety. 80days is amazing and your strength will grow with more recovery! Giving in now will only magnify the storm. Lean on us and your supports and you can get through this.
What can you do to protect your sobriety today?
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Maybe try a meeting they helped me when i was going through same as you wish you well
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Keep working on you. 80 days! 
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