So iam 9 days clean and i had a semi heated argument with a friend it kinda definately let me know porn is ruining mylife. I cant go to a rehab or anything like that because i need to work but my friend said i sound very ill an should speak to doctors. I would but again it comes down to money sextherapist doctors are not cheap an i would wana see em on a reg. I jus been so bumes from the arguement that i jus dont wana be around porn. I wana have real sex an porn robbed me of it so iam just mad i let it control my life in college it was a fuze of stress and lonelyness.