Today I’m 9 months sober, tomorrow I go on a charity run aroun a brewery. I am not looking forward to all of the questioning when I am the only one on our team abstaining from drinking afterward, but I am confident in my skills and support network and believe I can stay sober. Tomorrow I’m also gonna pick up my 9 month chip at my homegroup after the race so I have that to look forward to. I have not been doing the stepwork I should be doing and I’m holding out and hoping to feel a renewed connection to my higher power every day. But overall, life has been kinder than I expected it to be 9 months ago and I’m not afraid to keep fighting.
I don’t really know how to end this off but thanks to everyone for all their support.