Today I celebrate my 9 year soberversary​![]()
Recovery reminds me a lot of a dandelion.We usually see dandelions as weeds something unwanted, something broken, something to get rid of. But the truth is, they are resilient. They grow through cracks in concrete, survive harsh seasons, and still reach toward the sun.
That was me.
There was a time in my life when I felt lost, messy, and misunderstood. A time when addiction tried to convince me I would never become anything more. But sobriety changed everything.
It hasn’t always been easy. There were days I doubted myself, days I wanted to quit, and days I had to fight harder than anyone could see. But through every high and low, I kept going.
Sobriety gave me back moments I would have missed. It gave me the ability to really be present for the people I love most. It taught me that growth is messy, and strength sometimes looks like simply making it through the day.
I’m incredibly proud of the woman I’ve become over these 9 years. Not because I’m perfect, but because I never gave up on myself. I’ve learned to love, heal, and rebuild my life one day at a time. Like a dandelion turning it’s yellow petals into soft white seeds to be carried by the wind, I’ve changed too.
And maybe the most beautiful part of recovery is this…the same wind that once felt like it would destroy me is now the very thing helping me grow.
Nine years sober.
Nine years stronger.
Nine years of choosing life. ![]()
yesterday my oldest daughter graduated from high school. that’s something I never thought I would see. Had I kept drinking I would not have made to this day with her.



