A first last night: using dream but I refused to use

Using dreams have always been a big trigger for me when trying to get clean in the past. In those past using dreams, I always took the drug, whatever it may have been, but last night for the first time I had a “using dream” but in the dream I refused to go through with it. Ended with my in-dream dealer telling me I had to buy a gram and I woke up freaking out. Stressful, yes, but also oddly motivational haha

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Hey thats great news! Not the using dream…everyone gets em…but the fact that your subconscious is signing on to your waking mission to stay sober!

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Yes it’s a sub conscious effect, all that was on our minds was using for God knows how long,the getting and using and finding means to get more. Don’t be discouraged if you have them for a while,it doesn’t mean your mind is in the wrong place. Let it be a reminder how shitty that way of life was for you.

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