Well here we are again. I feel defeated
Welcome to the community the people here are very friendly and supportive congratulations if this is days of your sobriety take it one day at a time
Make that a good feeling by turning it into a step 1 of a program
One day at a time buddy, we’ve got this!
Defeat is the first step to picking yourself up and finding victory.
Defeated: by what?
You were defeated by a set of habits you have for escaping the world. You have taught yourself over the last 5-10 years that you can run and escape to booze / drugs, instead of walking the path, with awareness, through your life.
You were defeated because you chose to try to escape, to avoid, to be unconscious.
You win by learning new habits. It’s that simple. You start by hitting up a meeting and/or a rehab.
Check out the women’s international 24-hour “marathon” meeting:
Get rehab: www.FindTreatment.gov
Don’t give up, don’t stop trying.